To stay or not to stay

Someone told me to hang on when I have pretty much made up my mind. A very tiny part of me is wondering if I should. But if I ask me, I know that my heart is no longer intact. I love it here, I love the thing that I do and I love a…

No way back

You know, my heart… there’s never going back. It was so much easier to love you when you give me no hope. But now, my mind is filled with you. I have love you for a little too far. A walk back home will be so exhausting. I might as well jump in the depths…

Me of you

I think you will never know that I get jealous. I get jealous when you talk to someone other than me, even though you weren’t as friendly as when you were talking to me. I get jealous when you’re talking to someone who’s obviously interested in you even when I know you’re not interested in…

Delayed goodbye

The very mention of your leaving, never fail to break my heart. I am so scared of it that I don’t even dare asking anymore. It aches me. Though, my aching will never stop you. I know better than anyone that sooner or later, I will have to let you go. This separation has been…

You and I, too

At first, I thought you want to leave me here. I thought I was of no importance to you because I am not good enough reason for you to stay. But I know that you had delayed your departure. Part of it is because of me. As much as you don’t want to make me…

If you jump,… let me consider jumping too

“I’m going to jump,” he said. “I want to ask you to jump too.” We’re standing at the edge of a cliff. Behind us is a commotion of a real world. Both of us had enough of them. Enough needles pressing to our souls and good means. But his ask of me scares me a…

I shall tell you

I have something to tell you. All these while, I’ve made it my mission to be of support to you in any way I can. Actually,… (with heavy breath and tightened lips) you are dear to me. And there’s a reason for it. You made me a better person. You have shown me a world…

That tree outside of my garden

Do you know what you mean to me? You’ve told me again and again how I mean to you but I may have failed to tell you how much you mean to me too. You are special. You are nothing like the others. You’re different. You to me, is like a big tree. One with…

Dear friend

Dear friend, I’m writing to you right now because you’re the only one who would listen to me in matters like this. You are the only person whom I could trust to keep this to yourself and who would empathise. It would have been better if you are with me now to listen to all…

Confession but forbidden

It’s the way he looked at me. With his smile that only I understand. It’s the things he shared with me. With his secrets that he told me first before anyone else. These things drawn me closer and closer to him. It made me feel important. It made me feel… special? Even though I know…